My Name Is Nad.
Friday, December 24, 2010 @ 1:30 AM
Im smiling now.Im smiling, but Im crying.
Fuck, I just suck.
I feel like shit.
I feel so shattered.
What does anyone know about fixing a broken heart,
that has been broken since years ago?
Did anyone ever realise it was broken?
I couldnt ever mend it.
But i trust him to heal it.
But it broke again.
I want to stop crying.
But Im a cry baby.
Please hug me.
I remember how he kissed on my forehead,
and I kissed his too.
I miss it.
I remember how much we laugh today.
Now my tears are falling, like a rainfall.
No one knows the pain, because no one has ever check to see.
Im crying, and no one is holdin on to me.
Sometimes, i feel like abusing myself.
I shan't elaborate.
Sometimes, I feel like running away, well, most times.
Dont wanna do anything.
Please let me cry tonight.
I wanna cry again, like how i did two days ago til 4 in the morning.
Perhaps, today I'll cry til 5 in the morning.
Ouch, the broken pieces.
They're missing.
Please dont cry , baby.
I want to make you happy.
Thats all I ever wanted to do.
Make anyone Im with happy, but i Always fail.
Nadd, please stop crying.
Baby please don't break my heart slow. (t.swift)